I hate the fact that I take things out of context, I hate that I get Jealous or that I'm considered "territorial", I hate that I take things to heart, I hate that some days I feel like I'm so screwed up mentally that I'll never have a strong good relationship because of what he did... I love my boyfriend that I'm with now with all my heart... and I'm glad he puts up with me cause honestly he could of left a long time ago... I'm thankful I have him, I'm thankful I have my family, and I'm thankful for my friends that I have... without any of them my depression would have gotten the best of me after me and my ex broke up but I had them I had my support system... But there are days I wake up and look at my life and I cry and cry... and I feel like I have no one... but I look at the people in my life now and realize they are all I need... UcenterDress informal style garment for mother of the bride